religion is a dirty word

i know alot of people think my weird stuff is bullshit. i know that. i also dont blame them. it is a difficult thing to explain. its long, complicated and is based in ideas that many gave up on hundreds of years ago. I also know that sooner or later, those close to me see [...]

words

i believe your soul speaks to you. thats the voice you hear in your head. thats who you talk to when you talk to yourself. thats the thing that stops you from doing stupid things at the last possible moment, and that pushes you to do the things you think later “gee, i dunno why [...]

20 days

20 days since my last posting.
i do have an excuse.
the wolves have been howling.
and i havent trusted myself to be here, exposed, in their presence.
however i have resolved myself to make a concious effort to return forthwith and resume my duties, wolves or no wolves.
tomorrow……………………….

Can you hear the cogs turning?

So much to think about. The events of the last 2 days have been surprisingly involved. Its opened up alot of things to be thought about and discussed. So many phone calls. And a long coffee. So much has changed………

im still here

ok so its turning into a weekly blog instead of daily lately but hey – its xmas and new year! cut a girl some slack!
so where was i up to?
Thursday 29th – cant remember now
Friday 30th – did a bit of running around. spent hours on the fone to MIN. had DH round. then had [...]